sorry people for the late update!!! i'll be back tml!~ i promised...




one more week of attachment and i'll be enjoying my one month of holiday!! yay!~ nono wait, the one month of holiday is supposed to study for my prcp =( alright, time pass just like rocket and i've ended my A&E posting at cgh.. followed up next is OT posting...
A&E posting is indeed an eye opener for us, the students... ahaha first day of attachment and i'm assigned to the resus station, and so good, there was a collapse case... passed by the trauma room and saw xiaohan doing cpr on that collapse case.. so i went in to take a look and CI asked me to don my glove and take over xiaohan... performed one cycle of cpr and cass take over me... and cass asked me if the patient is still alive, i said of course! ahaha but she analyzed the situation to me: ETT tube not connected to ventilator, no one was bagging after each cycle of cpr, the rest of the staff was standing there doing nothing... oh ya hor, now then it strucked me that the patient is dead already =.=" ahahah no wonder the CI keep on telling the staff to let the student do the cpr... cause CI noe that we didn't do it on real patient before, only on mannequin... and i was wondering why the resuscitation is like so relax, no one is gan chiong at all... and when we were doing the cpr, the doc made a remark 'it will be a miracle if u all able to save him'... ahahha i overlooked all these details... not observing good enough on the first day =( and xiaohan was quite traumatised with this incident, cause she thought he was still alive and she wanted to save him.. =(
aha there are a total of 4 stations in A&E and i loved triage the most! aha every patient (unless resus case) must go through triage station before proceeding to see the doc... triage station is handled by the nurses over there... they will take your BP and chief complain over there... wait for another 30mins or 2hrs to see the doc depends on how serious the nurse rate your condition... ahahaha that's why i love triage, cause can see a lot of patients and get to deliver case to doc room.. HAHAHHAHAHAH =X
over there in A&E, we did a lot of ECG taking and giving injection, put up drip, take hypocount, dressing and get to see backslab (the cast that wrap over your fractured limbs) too... almost everyday there's collapse case... ahahaha all the staff got so uptight when they hear the paramedics calling to inform the ETA (estimated time arrival)... ahaha all the staff will be like chicken and duck running in the resus room to prepare the equipments etc.
the time in A&E seriously pass very fast... don even have the time to go toilet and drink a sip of water... sometimes we will not even go for our second break... ahahah staff over there is alright neh, they are willing to teach and they got a lot of knowledge with them... good and i admired them! ahahahhaha..
yesterday wanted to stay at home to rest, cause tired... but mama told me that papa is playing mahjong at night so she will be bored.. ahahah staying at home from mon to fri alone till afternoon is really very bored for mama, so decided to go out with her to tampines.. ahahahha... we went to makan swensens and shop around... and omg, i think i'm really deprived of shopping... i can stay in that small shop for like 30mins and i can stay longer if mama didn't pull me away... =( bought bling bling for my camera... ahahaha and because of this shop, i think i can don go shopping after my attachment already, till i receive my next allowance =.="
OT posting tml... i wonder how many warm pack will cass bring, i wonder how many layer of clothes will erni wear underneath the scrubs... ahahhaha cause the temperature in the OT room is really cold, i think around 18 celcius... i've yet to memorise the various forceps and the steps for scrubbing hands... damn shit, i've got to wear that super ugly fake big head crocs tml, i've got to wear that super ugly dirty yellow OT scrubs tml, i've got to wear shower cap tml, i've got to eat bread for 5 consecutive days... cause we are not allowed to go out for breaks, so we can only bring our own food which is bread... =.=" and let me tell u a secret........................................................ i'm actually very scared of my OT posting!!!! i scared i might just faint and vomit when the surgeon make an incision on the body... cause lecturer told us before that many students fainted before... and each of us will have a chance to assist surgeon in the operation... means to pass forceps to the surgeon etc. how i wish the one that i'm assisting is dr ira.. HAHAHAHHAHA =) okay la, i'm seriously very scared =XXXXXXXXXXXXX

random:
# i super don like it when people interfere with what i'm doing... just jolly well mind your own business and stick your head to clever people de butt =) i'm just a nobody so don come and disturb me...
# i still got 6 episodes of drama to watch... no time =( joanne is already watching ahead of me...
# i'm discussing a big plan with naia banks now... *secret* don ask what. =)

video for the week:
title: 差一刹的地老天荒
origin: from tvb series... Born Rich
singer: Gallen Lo 罗嘉良

i'm seriously in love with this song... good job!

enjoy!~

photos:







HAHAHAHAHAHHA i'm back! aha be careful, it's grandmother story again + image heavy... =) alright, let's start off with my posting at SACH aka st andrew hospital de diversional therapy...
for diversional therapy, all of us were required to perform something for the elderly... this is to divert their attention or something... hahaha, u can choose to perform dancing, singing, playing games etc... alright, we had a group discussion with our CI, mdm noriani & ms evelyn and we, the nyp's' decided to bao ga liao the 3 items... so ya, picking and choosing who to dance and who to sing... me, the 'quiet' one, praying that nobody will pick me for the dance and sing...
ms evelyn: alright, we will need 8 dancers for the malay dance, who wanna volunteer?
nobody wanna volunteer themselves so ms evelyn start to pick people... she picked malay girls first then naia dragged cass and cass dragged me... so i'm into that pond of shit... next, singing.. best!
ms evelyn: we shall sing some chinese songs, who wanna volunteer?
as usual, nobody wanna put up their hands and ms evelyn chose xiao han... xiao han chose kang jun, and kang jun went to drag the one sitting beside her, which is aku... and aku also drag the one beside me, which is cass.. HAHAHAHAHHA and so that's how cass and me got into 2 dump of smelly shit...
dance like a humpy dumpy; sing like a duck... and i discovered that malay girls are born with bouncing skills... yes, naia, erni, atiqah, wani all noe how to bounce on the spot except for me, cass and sha sha... sha sha is a malay girl but just because she looks like a chinese so she can't bounce too =.=" phoebe even say she's someone born without joints.. =.="
took out a lot of time from the ward practicing the dance steps etc. luckily there's erni, who learnt malay dance before... so she's in charge of the malay dance move... actually dance move is quite alright to me but the only thing is because i looked like stoning when i dance... =.=" went to watch ite performance for their diversional therapy... can only tell u that ite students really very sporty... nyp's' jaw nearly drop, be it the performance was too entertaining and the elderly enjoyed very much or because it's just too shocking to see the orange-colour aunty dance... HAHAHAHHAHA =X but well, i think ms evelyn feel that they performed till very steady so she decided to add somemore dance and songs for us...
good job, out of nowhere, they decided to add the nobody dance... ahahahha good for naia banks la huh, she everyday dance this infront of her computer... spent the weekend at home to watch the dancing tutorial in youtube... totally look like an idiot when my mama came in open the door and laugh at me when she see my hand and leg cannot coordinate... and back to work on mon and we decided not to dance the nobody dance already... they decided to dance the 'sway' aka cha cha... alright cha cha steps is quite easy too... just that u need to sway your buttock... yea, difficult for me =.="
as for the singing part, ms evelyn say let's sing 2 chinese song, '路边的野花不要采' & '朋友'... the first song gave me the feel that cny is coming... ms evelyn even brought all her scarf collection here for us to choose...
performance day - aha reached and started to decorate the seminal room... took loads of photos and rehearsed for our dance steps... ahahha can u believe that all of us still not very sure our dance step for the malay dance... ahahha steady... phoebe even tell us if we forget out steps, just pretend to clap in front of the patients... ahahhaha good idea isn't it?? hahaha... went to change at around 2 plus and after i come back from the toilet, my friend told me that my mama is here... ahahahaha yes, she's here! she come to support her daughter who have not perform for like n years.. ahahha hey hey, i danced before okay! when i was in k2 =.=" malay dance somemore =.=" and mrs kai came to support us too!~
around 2 plus patients start to come down already with the help of new ite batch students... they haven did their diversional therapy yet so they came to see how we perform... oh mann, i tell u, on that day i finally understand how artist felt when they rush up and down from the stage to change during their concert... busy changing... finally have a chance to take a deep breath after all my performance and then the person in charge announced that because the elderly were very happy with the performance and they requested us to dance the 'sway' dance again... for the first 3 sec i go =.=" but thinking that maybe it's my last chance of performing already so decided to shake my butt one more time =.=" hahahahha =X overall the performance was a success!!!!!! i didn't go in front of the patients and clap hands = i didn't forget my dance steps.. HAHAHHAHAHA =X mdm noriani and ms evelyn decided to give us a pizza treat!~
went to tampines de fish & co makan with cass and mrs kai after the performance... because our pizza haven digest yet so we ordered a seafood platter for 2... alright, when dinner-ing, there's one couple sitting in front of me, they are lesbian... i really can accept lesbian for who they are but i cannot accept they kiss each other on their mouth right in front of me when i'm eating... i'm not discriminating or what, but even for normal couple i already feel disgusted... so yaaaa, why people can just be so ignorant of things surrounding them??? don understand... after dinner went to shop awhile and cass left early cause we thought we are going home soon but who noes i managed to tempt mrs kai to buy a gucci perfume at the very last min.. HAHAHHAHAHA! $120++ i felt that i've done a big achievement on that day... ahahahha =X
went to ikea on sat to get my pink chair! yes, it's hot pink and samantha got a yellow one... ahahah nice combination, matches the furniture in my room... got a pink heart shape carpet too!~ and i've decided to give my room a make over... since my furniture in my room is fixed deadly on to floor, so i shall change my curtain, and add some more details in my room =) yes, need $$$ first... then on sun, daddy stayed at home to play mahjong so we, the 3 flowers (mama + samantha + me) decided to cab to my 4th aunty house at pasir ris and walked to courts with them... cause i wanna get my camera... =) sometimes i wonder if i'm too spoilt, cause if i want something, i wanna get it fast... i do not like to wait or whatsoever... although i paid for it myself =.=" anyway, luckily i have my cousin, xiang siew with me... cause it's my first time buying a camera and being such a technological idiot, i noe nuts about camera... while she's helping me to figure the camera function, i went to look at other cameras =.=" samsung ST 550 $549... my cousin very steady neh! she helped me to get a lot of free gifts like one extra battery, two 8gb memory card, one mini tripod stand, one cleaning kit, one camera pouch... yes, thanks xiang siew!!! =) went to ikea to eat chicken wing after that!
last wednsday was my last day at SACH... honestly speaking, it's actually not bad to work at there... nurses appreciated it when u offered your help, unlike acute hospital, not even a word of thanks... it's a good place to work after u got tired at acute hospital... ahahah maybe i'm going to work there after my 2 years bond at cgh neh! ahahah... got quite emo during my last day there... =( bidding goodbye to those cute ah ma like aunty mary nearly make me tear... and my biggest regret is that i didn't managed to say goodbye to my 9 years old pt... he got tracheostomy thus he lost the ability to speak... whenever i start work or end my day, i'll go and take a look at him first... though he can't speak, but he learnt hand sign language at sucha young age... very impressive isn't it? then sometimes i'll play pepsi-cola and scissors paper stone with him... i always cannot take it when i saw him opening his mouth and put his 5 fingers in = implying that he wants to eat something... but he can't even swallow his own saliva already, not to say food... it always hurt me a lot to see people performing suctioning for him... i ended my shift at 9pm but because he got some relatives with him so i didn't get to say goodbye to him =(
anyway, we sort of had some small celebrations on the last day... we bought old changkee and some drinks... took photos for memories... this is my first time attachment with group 29 and 30 mates... honestly speaking, at first when i get to noe that i'm in the same ward and shift with one of the group 29 people, i go a little =.=" cause in sch, i always thought they are some people who are very difficult to get along... ahahahah but i'm wrong, the one who were in the same ward and shift with me is one tranny who gets crazy over CKL.. HAHAHAHAHHAHA! phoebe!~ yea, i enjoyed working with her... she never fail to make me laugh... and not to say other people from group 29 and 30 like wani, atiqah, priscilla etc etc. and i'm very thankful to the 2 CI... though there's not much practical to perform in SACH, but they still try their best to flood us with more knowledge.. ahahahha i'm very grateful for having sucha best attachment mates & CIs...
on thursday, went to HSE aka house service elderly posting at tampines polyclinic... lucky there's atiqah with me... omg, the area is super stuffy and the staff over there is like a bit 'ehhh'... u noe i noe =) simply don like + don like + don like + don like X 10000 times don like! =) lucky only 2 days, i learnt nothing... waste our time only... lucky there's ivy, she came from hong kong... ahahaha took the chance to ask her more about hong kong... she say if wanna go hong kong, better go during september... big sales!!! ok noted =)
finally my geron posting have officially ended and what's next? A & E posting for one week followed by OT posting for another week... yes i can tell u that i'm super not prepared... they say we need to revise our IM injection, we need to noe how to check the oxolog & air viva bag, we need to memorise the algoritum for different ECG readings, we have to noe how to assist doc in intubation = die... i seriously cannot imagine climbing up of that small bed and perform CPR... i think i may just lie onto the victim body for 2 reasons: lost my balance or bed too small... =.=" in A & E, we have to react fast... if we were to spend 3 sec to think what to react for the next step, we will just get shoo out by the staff... every min and sec is like gold in A & E setting... so i'm very scared that i'll get shoo shoo shoo out of A & E and stand at 'miracle' area... alright lame =.="
because i wanna revise my work tml, i have to blog tonight even though it's 3am now... cause i need to pack my room too tml... goodbye!~

video for the week:
title: 人人英雄
origin: nil
singer: universal artist include hacken =)

wow this song is going to be a hit can... the unity of universal... i like! =)

photos:

diversional therapy:












sorry people!!!!! i noe i'm like missing in action... but actually i'm not... i'm still alive stalking other people daily life.. HAHAHAHHAHA
attachment have been so far so good, i'll chat with u all more the next time when i blog...
already not looking forward to work and that elephant just sms me this afternoon:
"okay i shall look forward to bullying piggy" damn u elephant!!! HAHAHAHHAHA

will be back again before this coming sunday, i promised... =) beware of grandmother story =)




5 more weeks to go, 13 more days to end my posting at st andrew hospital... gosh, i can't wait for that 13 days to end =.=" posting in SACH is just about pushing pt to the toilet, bathe the pt, serve medication. THAT'S ALL... sweet & simple right? sweet till we will die during our prcp... =) CI is nice and cute but strict too... very appreciated that they will take us out from the ward to talk 2hrs of theory everyday... =) cause they also noe that there's nothing to perform in the ward itself... ahaha the more theory they recap = the more stress i am... cause i'm like an alien in the room listening to alien topic... SACH is a charitable organisation so one of their mission is to 'SAVE RESOURCES'... students are not allowed to go into the utility room, if u go in = will kena screamed by staff nurse... hahaha but well, nothing to perform also so ya....................
don understand why we are posted to SACH... firstly, it's a step down care hospital so patients who stay there are already considered as fine, just that they need help from others to bring them to the toilet or bathe... moreover step down care doesn't mean for elderly, there's even paediatric cubicle in my ward neh! secondly, CGH is said to have only one geron ward... just in case u don noe, geron means elderly people... please tell me which ward don have elderly people??? even if we are posted to other wards in CGH, doesn't mean there's no elderly in the ward itself right??? =.=" thirdly, there's really nothing to perform in the ward, so CI find it hard to assess us too... even those simple skills like NGT feeding that we did in CGH alone also need to ask them supervise us... see how pathetic we are... fourth, we are going to have our prcp posting in CGH for 3 months in dec so we should get to work there early and familiarise with their hospital policy etc etc. hai yaya NYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this time round i'm so dead, cause i can finish a plate of rice by myself =.=" ahahah don noe why recently i'm so in love with rice =.=" maybe see patient makan rice made me also feel like makan la huh... and that ulcer in my mouth is seriously @#%&%#%@^$%^#!!!!!! can i say this is the worst torture i ever experienced in 20 years of my life??? the ulcer is located next to my wisdom tooth, so the moment i chew my food, i will bite onto my ulcer too... i got no choice but to swallow my food down to my stomach... i eat chicken rice i'll swallow the chicken and rice down, when i eat fishball, i'll cut it to small pieces then swallow it down... so scared that i'll get choke... joanne told me ulcer is normal because your wisdom tooth will bite your buccal cavity thus there's a ulcer... ahahahhaah normal, so i'm expecting more to come. DAMN!
mon to wed afternoon shift, thur to sat morning shift... yes, yesterday i'm having morning shift =.=" cause i woke up at 6am and accompany my mama to Singapore National Eye Centre (SNEC)... for the past one year, mama have the problem of tearing for no reason... so decided to bring her there... waited for like 3 hrs when i already made an appointment earlier on =.=" doc suggested that she go for a surgery, cause her tear duct is blocked... so ya, he gave her one month to consider... i advised her to go cause it's so uncomfortable when comes to tearing... train to tampines and went to meet with cass, xiao han and xiao ye! yes we went to naia banks house for hari raya!!!
ahhah this is my first time celebrating hari raya!~ honored to be her guest la huh, hahahah cause from poly, she only invited us... oh my goodness, her room is like damn princess can!!!!! hot pink wall, with flowery decorated mirror, princess bed etc etc... i like her room very much =X no wonder people always like to stay at home!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA... and u will never get bored in her rooom, cause there's so much things to 'play!' hahaha, come come take a look from here... she have lots of funny and cute headbands!~ hahaha and that idiot cass successfully managed to tempt me to buy her digital camera... hahaha cause her camera damn cool can, ahaha can self take, as in there's a small screen beside the lens... cool right, suitable for people like me who cannot take photos without reflection... cannot depend on my nokia phone, cause i cannot produce a single photo for 2 years... ahaha but $500+ =.=" need to consider~~~
what day is it today??? it's sunday =((((((((((((((( tml is monday... sian, didn't managed to see dr ira whenever we go have breaks at CGH... =(
i pray to ali baba that samantha will score well for her PSLE, which will be on this coming wed.

video for the week:
title: illusion
origin: from raymond third albim, Let's Get Wet
singer: raymond lam 林峰

this is raymond starting of the concert... i'm so jealous of the dancers can.............

enjoy!~




maybe it's because i'm having a bad sore throat
maybe it's because i'm having a bad flu for days
maybe it's because i do not have the appetite to eat due to the ulcer beside my wisdom tooth
maybe it's because i'm tired after work
maybe it's because i'm worried about prcp
maybe it's because i'm worried over my future and my parents health
maybe it's because i'm feeling very breathless now
I feel very frustrated this few days. I can't show my emotions during work; thus i show all my unhappiness, all my emotions at home. I love them but i just can't control, although home is not the right place to vent your emotions, but that's the only place i can go.
I'm sorry mum, for showing u my sucky attitude whenever i feel unhappy over small matter
I'm sorry dad, for just answering your question in just a word or two whenever u wanna chat with me
I'm sorry samantha, i've not been a good sister and a good role model for you. I tend to flare up at you. come to think of it, i think i've neglected you. i did not spend time with u to prepare your upcooming psle.
I'm very sorry. It's all my fault. I feel very guilty when i'm at home. Very very sorry.
Don noe is it because i need to put up a happy face during work, i tend to feel happier. I love having lunch or dinner break with my lovely girls, especially naia banks, she never feel to make me laugh. =) thank you girls...
Let my tears accompany me to bed tonight.

i'm AmAnDa, 19. I can talk north south east west everywhere with you about TVB. i don find dogs and cats cute. i have three husbands:
hacken
raymond
bosco
and i'm right now studying the angel course. it isn't easy to be a nurse




=Wish 1=
Graduate with a diploma of nursing
=Wish 2=
Daddy and mummy to be healthy
=Wish 3=
Able to stand in front of hk victoria harbour
=Wish 4=
Samantha to be more sensible and excel in her studies
=Wish 5=
Find Mr Right? HAHAHHAAH tougher than the top ones