- MRS HACKEN.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ♥

R.I.P 陈鸿烈

due to a sudden heart attack while filming, he was sent to hospital for resuscitation but still................... =(

wrote @ 11:39 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009 ♥

i'm feeling so fucking irritated by that big red pimple beside my nose! the first time having a ugly pimple at a ugly side... i just slapped few mls of toner on it... hope it will recover fast... i can't go out with this ugly pimple =.="
i promised i will go offline before 130am everyday... =(

depressed~

yes, this post is just to acknowledge that pimple... =)

wrote @ 6:18 PM

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HELLOOOOOOO!~ very lazy to blog this week so shall replaced it with picturesss... pictures talk, i shut up =)

sudden craving for tangyuan 2 days ago... so mama bought it for my breakfast yesterday... HAHAHAH tangyuan as breakfast, funny i noe... but nice neh! i like to eat snowy balls.. ahaha
ahahah i ate 5 tangyuans and it was super full, i don noe what happened to me when i was in sec sch =.=" *secret!, mrs kai u shut up too, HAHHAHAHAHA!*

HAHAHHAHA steamboat for dinner yesterday... weijie joined in too, chatted about prcp during meal will cause indigestion...

ahahhaha i love the tomyum soup base... but i think my mama add too much of the msg (normally she don add msg, she will cook chicken thigh for the soup base) already, i drink water like a cow at night...

ahahaha my room very messy i noe... umbrella, nail polish, make up stuff, money etc can be found on my table...

ahahah i realised my table got a lot of ding ding dong dong de decoration... aha and my bed also got many soft toys... but all are from friends... the only thing that i bought is that picture on my table and maybe the princess cup... HAHAHAHHA

ahahha i will scream if anyone open this cupboard without asking for permission.. AHAHHAHA fierce i noe...

bah, i blinged my camera... with the help of my cousin... not nice i noe... HAHAHHA i'm going to remove the blings after i showed it to my friends first... or else i very bu gan yuan.. HAHAHAHHA

conversation with this idiot... omg i tell u, the two of us are really the loner of the world... started chatting the moment we go online, chat lame stuff and laugh HAHAHAHAHA till 2am in the morning... no life! HAHAHAHHAHA

we were chatting about the korean top model who commit sucide in paris yesterday...

me: don understand, she got face, got figure, got fame, got money, got future.. why wanna commit suicide?

idiot: ya lor

me: then people like me should jump into the ocean and die ar

idiot: ehh u jump

idiot: later i got no friend to crap with

me: WTH! i thought u will say u jump i jump *cry*cry*cry*cry*

idiot: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA don be sad... u sad i happy; u cry i laugh

me: WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we were chatting about the 18 years old singer, G.E.M from hong kong

me: idiot, u noe ar, this girl got some disease, she cannot bite her teeth together.. i wonder how she bite her food

idiot: serious ar? is it some jaw problem?

me: i don noe neh, it's CCT disease

idiot:???????

me: cannot-close-teeth disease

idiot: WTF, i'm here at wikipedia waiting to search for that CCT disease... cheated my feelings..

me: HAHAHAHHAHAHA =X

HAHAHAHHA this guy here is my this week blog video de singer, willam chan... he's angelebaby de bf! handsome neh! btw, do u find his top familiar? no? yes? scroll down!

tadah! his top look like my bag... HAHAHHAHAHAH totally the same!

video for this week:

title: 今天终于知道错

origin: nil

singer: william chan 陈伟霆

omg, this guy over here is HOT HOT HOT!!! u see his muscle! awwww~ i like!

** 2 more weeks to PRCP!!! HOLY HOLY HOLY HELLL!!!!**

wrote @ 1:11 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ♥

ahahaha i'm back =) i shall faster blog before my feel is gone again =X i'm right now enjoying my one month of holiday!~ just ended my 6 weeks of attachment last week... hmm somehow i quite enjoyed my OT posting... HAHAHHAHA =X remember my last post before i went for my OT posting??? i said how i wish the surgeon that i'll be assisting is dr ira... have not been seeing dr ira for like 8 months already? and i thought he's not in CGH anymore... then who noes monday after work that time, naia banks was like smiling like an idiot telling me that dr ira appeared in one of the OT room!!!! *cry* i was assigned to the recovery room on the first day... so i didn't get to see him at all =(
talking about my first day in recovery room, sha sha was assigned there together with me... i don understand why all the staff were like so busy when there's only 3 patients... oh ya, recovery room is for those patients who just went for their op, they will be monitored over there by the nurses and anaethetist for about 30mins before going back to the ward... so the staff was like so busy to entertain us la, so both of us orientated ourselves with the charts and drugs over there... very funny but the staff surrounding us are all indian... and they communicated using their own language... i was like telling sha sha 'okay okay, just imagine we are in india...' omg that's very rude of them to treat us like invisible... blah!~ luckily there's a chinese staff nurse came to orientate us after she's done with her work... ended work at 4pm and all of us were like very gan chiong to change out our scrub suit to our uniform... naia banks keep on teasing me that she saw dr ira and i didn't!!! humph!~
second day in the morning, met with cass and the rest... we were waiting outside the door waiting for someone to open for us... cause student nurse don have the entry pass... waited and suddenly cass pull my uniform and say 'dr ira dr ira!!!' HAHAHHAA i changed from sleepy mode to alert mode and i finally got to see him after so many months!!!!! he's walking towards the door from inside and he helped us to open the door... awwww i really miss him a lot =X ahahah and my mood got very high for the whole day... =) got assigned to OT room together with naia banks... ahaha first time observing an op so i got quite nervous... i forgot that patient came for what procedure but the incision was made on his abdomen... the patient was under general anesthesia and when the surgeon used solution to clean the stomach and private area that time, maybe the OT room temperature very cold, maybe the solution very cold, maybe ................................................, and the patient erected =X ahahah okay, i feel so bad now =X
got a chance to get posted to major OT room too... omg the experience over there is unforgettable i tell u =X till now i can still remember how the procedure is like... first, the surgeon made a very long incision on the patient stomach using a diathermy... diathermy is like a tip used for burning tissue... and the burning smell made me feel so suffocated... then they dig out the patient de large intestine... first time i got to see how the large intestine looks like... it's a nice pink colour and it's really very big and long =.=" at that instance, grace came to my mind... i wonder how her small stomach can store such a big interstine... so the doc removed the large intestine, play around with it and they used a suction catheter to suck all the shits out... omg the patient really suffered from a serious constipation sia... 3 suction bottle then enough for them to suck all the shits out... and the smell is............................................. smelly X 10000000000... imagine the smell of diathermy + shits, i swear i nearly vomit so i stepped out to breathe in fresh air... and when they were playing with the large intestine, i keep on thinking of the pig trotter rice that my mama have prepared for me for my lunch later =X
talking about lunch haha... students got to share the same tea room with the doctors... while staff nurse have their own tea room, easier for them to gossip about doc la huh.. hahahah and when we were eating halfway, my dear friends shouted 'amanda amanda' and all of them looked at the door direction... i looked back and to my horror, it's dr ira.. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH he came to have his lunch too... =) ahahah k la, all my friends were like teasing me whatsoever... HA HA HA!
honestly speaking, time in OT really very difficult to pass... u must be smart enough to noe how to spend your time wisely... other than standing there oberving the procedures, i will be dragging a friend to go to the toilet together and take a tour around the OT, hoping to bump onto dr ira... and the suay thing is, whenever i start walking with one of my friend, we will confirm bump onto the CI, not dr ira... =.=" then CI said 'waa amanda, u everytime have bodyguard ar' yes la yes la huh... who asked them to complain of bored too... ahahah so walk here and there together lor... didn't get to see the case that i'm interested in like masectomy (removal of breast)... =X not to say temperature in OT... 18 degree celcius, some people wear 3 tops + one jeans underneath the scrub suits and some clever ass like cass brought heat pack just to keep ourselves warm... =) and blah, didn't get to see dr ira on the last day because he's on ward call... meaning he will be circulating in the ward =.="
last day of attachment so me, naia banks, cass and bf went to popeye to makan... cass and bf left first so me and naia banks wander around at tampines area... ahahah she happy la huh, bought so many things... ahah reached home around 9pm =)
saturday went to erni darling de chalet... bought emicakes for her and we stayed there for a while only then went to walk around ehub... nothing to shop =X only go makan with naia banks... reached home and my nephew and niece dropped by my house for a while...
on sunday went to makan at paris buffet with my family and aunty... first time there, not too bad... after eating went to shop around at marina square and train back to tampines... ahaha yes tampines again, sick and tired already =.="
mon went to swim with naia banks... 2 idiots reached tampines safra at 9am and was told that the swimming pool only open at 11am... cause every monday they will do the cleaning and washing... so we sat at the lobby for like 2 hrs? in between we walked to nearby place to buy some food... swim for like one hr and we went to inter to makan lunch =)
argh, i'm like talking rubbish over here... no mood to blog... ahahah let's talk about some random stuff now:

** yesterday i watched Beyond the Realm of Conscience from 4pm to 3am... from episode 7 to episode 18...
** yesterday my mama got PMS, showing the grumpy face and keep on scolding us... not cute anymore...
** tml my cute niece is coming to my house... and we will go shopping at tampines AGAIN... afterwards will go cycle with naia banks...
** i still got 7 u weekly to read... lazy~
** i still got 10 episodes of Born Rich to watch
** i chatted for 12 hrs with mrs kai that day, and u can never imagine what we did during that 12 hrs... HAHAHAH
** i'm super broke now... so i'm sorry friend, i can only go out after the 24th
** i bought a lot of bling bling but i don dare to paste it on my camera yet
** i miss him now.

video for the week:
title: 搜神记
origin: nil
singer: Joey Yung 容祖儿

the queen of cantopop.. =)

enjoy!

photos:

erni de chalet:

this is her younger bro...

Lunch at paris:

wrote @ 3:42 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ♥

sorry people for the late update!!! i'll be back tml!~ i promised...

wrote @ 10:46 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009 ♥

one more week of attachment and i'll be enjoying my one month of holiday!! yay!~ nono wait, the one month of holiday is supposed to study for my prcp =( alright, time pass just like rocket and i've ended my A&E posting at cgh.. followed up next is OT posting...
A&E posting is indeed an eye opener for us, the students... ahaha first day of attachment and i'm assigned to the resus station, and so good, there was a collapse case... passed by the trauma room and saw xiaohan doing cpr on that collapse case.. so i went in to take a look and CI asked me to don my glove and take over xiaohan... performed one cycle of cpr and cass take over me... and cass asked me if the patient is still alive, i said of course! ahaha but she analyzed the situation to me: ETT tube not connected to ventilator, no one was bagging after each cycle of cpr, the rest of the staff was standing there doing nothing... oh ya hor, now then it strucked me that the patient is dead already =.=" ahahah no wonder the CI keep on telling the staff to let the student do the cpr... cause CI noe that we didn't do it on real patient before, only on mannequin... and i was wondering why the resuscitation is like so relax, no one is gan chiong at all... and when we were doing the cpr, the doc made a remark 'it will be a miracle if u all able to save him'... ahahha i overlooked all these details... not observing good enough on the first day =( and xiaohan was quite traumatised with this incident, cause she thought he was still alive and she wanted to save him.. =(
aha there are a total of 4 stations in A&E and i loved triage the most! aha every patient (unless resus case) must go through triage station before proceeding to see the doc... triage station is handled by the nurses over there... they will take your BP and chief complain over there... wait for another 30mins or 2hrs to see the doc depends on how serious the nurse rate your condition... ahahaha that's why i love triage, cause can see a lot of patients and get to deliver case to doc room.. HAHAHHAHAHAH =X
over there in A&E, we did a lot of ECG taking and giving injection, put up drip, take hypocount, dressing and get to see backslab (the cast that wrap over your fractured limbs) too... almost everyday there's collapse case... ahahaha all the staff got so uptight when they hear the paramedics calling to inform the ETA (estimated time arrival)... ahaha all the staff will be like chicken and duck running in the resus room to prepare the equipments etc.
the time in A&E seriously pass very fast... don even have the time to go toilet and drink a sip of water... sometimes we will not even go for our second break... ahahah staff over there is alright neh, they are willing to teach and they got a lot of knowledge with them... good and i admired them! ahahahhaha..
yesterday wanted to stay at home to rest, cause tired... but mama told me that papa is playing mahjong at night so she will be bored.. ahahah staying at home from mon to fri alone till afternoon is really very bored for mama, so decided to go out with her to tampines.. ahahahha... we went to makan swensens and shop around... and omg, i think i'm really deprived of shopping... i can stay in that small shop for like 30mins and i can stay longer if mama didn't pull me away... =( bought bling bling for my camera... ahahaha and because of this shop, i think i can don go shopping after my attachment already, till i receive my next allowance =.="
OT posting tml... i wonder how many warm pack will cass bring, i wonder how many layer of clothes will erni wear underneath the scrubs... ahahhaha cause the temperature in the OT room is really cold, i think around 18 celcius... i've yet to memorise the various forceps and the steps for scrubbing hands... damn shit, i've got to wear that super ugly fake big head crocs tml, i've got to wear that super ugly dirty yellow OT scrubs tml, i've got to wear shower cap tml, i've got to eat bread for 5 consecutive days... cause we are not allowed to go out for breaks, so we can only bring our own food which is bread... =.=" and let me tell u a secret........................................................ i'm actually very scared of my OT posting!!!! i scared i might just faint and vomit when the surgeon make an incision on the body... cause lecturer told us before that many students fainted before... and each of us will have a chance to assist surgeon in the operation... means to pass forceps to the surgeon etc. how i wish the one that i'm assisting is dr ira.. HAHAHAHHAHA =) okay la, i'm seriously very scared =XXXXXXXXXXXXX

random:
# i super don like it when people interfere with what i'm doing... just jolly well mind your own business and stick your head to clever people de butt =) i'm just a nobody so don come and disturb me...
# i still got 6 episodes of drama to watch... no time =( joanne is already watching ahead of me...
# i'm discussing a big plan with naia banks now... *secret* don ask what. =)

video for the week:
title: 差一刹的地老天荒
origin: from tvb series... Born Rich
singer: Gallen Lo 罗嘉良

i'm seriously in love with this song... good job!

enjoy!~

photos:

wrote @ 4:32 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009 ♥

HAHAHAHAHAHHA i'm back! aha be careful, it's grandmother story again + image heavy... =) alright, let's start off with my posting at SACH aka st andrew hospital de diversional therapy...
for diversional therapy, all of us were required to perform something for the elderly... this is to divert their attention or something... hahaha, u can choose to perform dancing, singing, playing games etc... alright, we had a group discussion with our CI, mdm noriani & ms evelyn and we, the nyp's' decided to bao ga liao the 3 items... so ya, picking and choosing who to dance and who to sing... me, the 'quiet' one, praying that nobody will pick me for the dance and sing...
ms evelyn: alright, we will need 8 dancers for the malay dance, who wanna volunteer?
nobody wanna volunteer themselves so ms evelyn start to pick people... she picked malay girls first then naia dragged cass and cass dragged me... so i'm into that pond of shit... next, singing.. best!
ms evelyn: we shall sing some chinese songs, who wanna volunteer?
as usual, nobody wanna put up their hands and ms evelyn chose xiao han... xiao han chose kang jun, and kang jun went to drag the one sitting beside her, which is aku... and aku also drag the one beside me, which is cass.. HAHAHAHAHHA and so that's how cass and me got into 2 dump of smelly shit...
dance like a humpy dumpy; sing like a duck... and i discovered that malay girls are born with bouncing skills... yes, naia, erni, atiqah, wani all noe how to bounce on the spot except for me, cass and sha sha... sha sha is a malay girl but just because she looks like a chinese so she can't bounce too =.=" phoebe even say she's someone born without joints.. =.="
took out a lot of time from the ward practicing the dance steps etc. luckily there's erni, who learnt malay dance before... so she's in charge of the malay dance move... actually dance move is quite alright to me but the only thing is because i looked like stoning when i dance... =.=" went to watch ite performance for their diversional therapy... can only tell u that ite students really very sporty... nyp's' jaw nearly drop, be it the performance was too entertaining and the elderly enjoyed very much or because it's just too shocking to see the orange-colour aunty dance... HAHAHAHHAHA =X but well, i think ms evelyn feel that they performed till very steady so she decided to add somemore dance and songs for us...
good job, out of nowhere, they decided to add the nobody dance... ahahahha good for naia banks la huh, she everyday dance this infront of her computer... spent the weekend at home to watch the dancing tutorial in youtube... totally look like an idiot when my mama came in open the door and laugh at me when she see my hand and leg cannot coordinate... and back to work on mon and we decided not to dance the nobody dance already... they decided to dance the 'sway' aka cha cha... alright cha cha steps is quite easy too... just that u need to sway your buttock... yea, difficult for me =.="
as for the singing part, ms evelyn say let's sing 2 chinese song, '路边的野花不要采' & '朋友'... the first song gave me the feel that cny is coming... ms evelyn even brought all her scarf collection here for us to choose...
performance day - aha reached and started to decorate the seminal room... took loads of photos and rehearsed for our dance steps... ahahha can u believe that all of us still not very sure our dance step for the malay dance... ahahha steady... phoebe even tell us if we forget out steps, just pretend to clap in front of the patients... ahahhaha good idea isn't it?? hahaha... went to change at around 2 plus and after i come back from the toilet, my friend told me that my mama is here... ahahahaha yes, she's here! she come to support her daughter who have not perform for like n years.. ahahha hey hey, i danced before okay! when i was in k2 =.=" malay dance somemore =.=" and mrs kai came to support us too!~
around 2 plus patients start to come down already with the help of new ite batch students... they haven did their diversional therapy yet so they came to see how we perform... oh mann, i tell u, on that day i finally understand how artist felt when they rush up and down from the stage to change during their concert... busy changing... finally have a chance to take a deep breath after all my performance and then the person in charge announced that because the elderly were very happy with the performance and they requested us to dance the 'sway' dance again... for the first 3 sec i go =.=" but thinking that maybe it's my last chance of performing already so decided to shake my butt one more time =.=" hahahahha =X overall the performance was a success!!!!!! i didn't go in front of the patients and clap hands = i didn't forget my dance steps.. HAHAHHAHAHA =X mdm noriani and ms evelyn decided to give us a pizza treat!~
went to tampines de fish & co makan with cass and mrs kai after the performance... because our pizza haven digest yet so we ordered a seafood platter for 2... alright, when dinner-ing, there's one couple sitting in front of me, they are lesbian... i really can accept lesbian for who they are but i cannot accept they kiss each other on their mouth right in front of me when i'm eating... i'm not discriminating or what, but even for normal couple i already feel disgusted... so yaaaa, why people can just be so ignorant of things surrounding them??? don understand... after dinner went to shop awhile and cass left early cause we thought we are going home soon but who noes i managed to tempt mrs kai to buy a gucci perfume at the very last min.. HAHAHHAHAHA! $120++ i felt that i've done a big achievement on that day... ahahahha =X
went to ikea on sat to get my pink chair! yes, it's hot pink and samantha got a yellow one... ahahah nice combination, matches the furniture in my room... got a pink heart shape carpet too!~ and i've decided to give my room a make over... since my furniture in my room is fixed deadly on to floor, so i shall change my curtain, and add some more details in my room =) yes, need $$$ first... then on sun, daddy stayed at home to play mahjong so we, the 3 flowers (mama + samantha + me) decided to cab to my 4th aunty house at pasir ris and walked to courts with them... cause i wanna get my camera... =) sometimes i wonder if i'm too spoilt, cause if i want something, i wanna get it fast... i do not like to wait or whatsoever... although i paid for it myself =.=" anyway, luckily i have my cousin, xiang siew with me... cause it's my first time buying a camera and being such a technological idiot, i noe nuts about camera... while she's helping me to figure the camera function, i went to look at other cameras =.=" samsung ST 550 $549... my cousin very steady neh! she helped me to get a lot of free gifts like one extra battery, two 8gb memory card, one mini tripod stand, one cleaning kit, one camera pouch... yes, thanks xiang siew!!! =) went to ikea to eat chicken wing after that!
last wednsday was my last day at SACH... honestly speaking, it's actually not bad to work at there... nurses appreciated it when u offered your help, unlike acute hospital, not even a word of thanks... it's a good place to work after u got tired at acute hospital... ahahah maybe i'm going to work there after my 2 years bond at cgh neh! ahahah... got quite emo during my last day there... =( bidding goodbye to those cute ah ma like aunty mary nearly make me tear... and my biggest regret is that i didn't managed to say goodbye to my 9 years old pt... he got tracheostomy thus he lost the ability to speak... whenever i start work or end my day, i'll go and take a look at him first... though he can't speak, but he learnt hand sign language at sucha young age... very impressive isn't it? then sometimes i'll play pepsi-cola and scissors paper stone with him... i always cannot take it when i saw him opening his mouth and put his 5 fingers in = implying that he wants to eat something... but he can't even swallow his own saliva already, not to say food... it always hurt me a lot to see people performing suctioning for him... i ended my shift at 9pm but because he got some relatives with him so i didn't get to say goodbye to him =(
anyway, we sort of had some small celebrations on the last day... we bought old changkee and some drinks... took photos for memories... this is my first time attachment with group 29 and 30 mates... honestly speaking, at first when i get to noe that i'm in the same ward and shift with one of the group 29 people, i go a little =.=" cause in sch, i always thought they are some people who are very difficult to get along... ahahahah but i'm wrong, the one who were in the same ward and shift with me is one tranny who gets crazy over CKL.. HAHAHAHAHHAHA! phoebe!~ yea, i enjoyed working with her... she never fail to make me laugh... and not to say other people from group 29 and 30 like wani, atiqah, priscilla etc etc. and i'm very thankful to the 2 CI... though there's not much practical to perform in SACH, but they still try their best to flood us with more knowledge.. ahahahha i'm very grateful for having sucha best attachment mates & CIs...
on thursday, went to HSE aka house service elderly posting at tampines polyclinic... lucky there's atiqah with me... omg, the area is super stuffy and the staff over there is like a bit 'ehhh'... u noe i noe =) simply don like + don like + don like + don like X 10000 times don like! =) lucky only 2 days, i learnt nothing... waste our time only... lucky there's ivy, she came from hong kong... ahahaha took the chance to ask her more about hong kong... she say if wanna go hong kong, better go during september... big sales!!! ok noted =)
finally my geron posting have officially ended and what's next? A & E posting for one week followed by OT posting for another week... yes i can tell u that i'm super not prepared... they say we need to revise our IM injection, we need to noe how to check the oxolog & air viva bag, we need to memorise the algoritum for different ECG readings, we have to noe how to assist doc in intubation = die... i seriously cannot imagine climbing up of that small bed and perform CPR... i think i may just lie onto the victim body for 2 reasons: lost my balance or bed too small... =.=" in A & E, we have to react fast... if we were to spend 3 sec to think what to react for the next step, we will just get shoo out by the staff... every min and sec is like gold in A & E setting... so i'm very scared that i'll get shoo shoo shoo out of A & E and stand at 'miracle' area... alright lame =.="
because i wanna revise my work tml, i have to blog tonight even though it's 3am now... cause i need to pack my room too tml... goodbye!~

video for the week:
title: 人人英雄
origin: nil
singer: universal artist include hacken =)

wow this song is going to be a hit can... the unity of universal... i like! =)

photos:

diversional therapy: